Everything happens for a reason.

now iie nnoe, wadd on earth is bbotherin miie .. hhaiiss .. should iie trust love again ? should iie depend on fate ? or should iie make the choice myself .. &&what if iie accepts hhim hhe turn back on his wordd & regret likin miie ? what should iie ddo .. &what if iie liked hhim but im doubtin in my mind ?
buts' are all aroundd my mindd .. killingq braincells just tuhh answer myself whether iie cann be with him .. im realli afraid wadd if iie hhurt hhim ? if hhe wans tuhh hhurt me .. iie've gqort nothin tuhh sae .. i'd rather have the pain myself .. hhais .. bburd whyiie am iie still doubtin in my mind ?! iie realliie need penknife ! ))))))):