seriously, i'm going to break down .
everything i do now seems to be wrong .
what the hell is wrong with you people ! ?
you insisted on me, to forget about him .
hey , i'm not a robot nor computer alright .
i can't just forget as and when i want alright .
if i want to wait, and at the same time study .
its also MY own choice . dont you dare stop me
you said, no matter how much i like him,
he also won't like me .
please, did i even said that i want him , and MUST
have him to love me back ? no i didn't !
i promised and i swear i'll never hurt myself .
i swear i never will . never touch them ever again okay !
whats the point of hurting myself . seriously .
ever since when huiying said that , once i cut myself .
it'll be the same as threatening him to come back .
i don't want to . and i didn't think of this in the first place .
now i know already . i won't okay !
look up, i am not gonna cling on him .
and i just think that you people seem to make me
stop looking for him in school . and even talk to him .
you keep saying i don't understand . oh yeah?
ya , i don't understand why on earth are the both of you .
doing this to me . and seem to control my every move towards him.
you can't stop me from loving him .
and i've never expect him to love me back .
i respect him . and his decision , you get me ?
i just want him to be himself . and to be happy . so he wouldnt be stressed out .
YOU'RE MAKING YOURSELF SOUND LIKE,
YOU UNDERSTAND ME SO SO MUCH .
I'M HERE TO TELL YOU, YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND ME ANYMORE !
NOT ANYMORE ! SO JUST FCUKOFF FROM MY LIFE.
AND I NEVER WANNA SEE YOU AGAIN !

don't tell me such " da dao li " okay .
it won't work on me . i don't see anything wrong with .
looking for him during recess or after school .
its not like i look for him, to force him to come back to me .
or things like that . eh, i don't see anything wrong
with what i did yesterday okay
you fcuking spoiled my whole damn day .

don't get what i'm trying to type here, people?
here, that fucking hurting conversation .
that made me so so fucking pissed .

伍智恺 - 香港仔. [He Who Makes A Beast Of Himself Gets Rid Of The Pain Of Being A Man.] says:
.. you know something..
but the wron thing..
you get it wrong*
see what i type first.
don't get pissed off.
you now still like marco..
ven not alot also got a lil..
and when you like him, you tend to go find him.
and when he knows you still like him,
and you would do anything for him,
he will think that you will hurt yourself.

what the fuck is wrong with everyone? blaming every single fcuk thing on me . says:
he came up to my class on his own accord .
i walk past the bus stop wanna go home .
is he ask me go towards him de .
and i swear to him ,
that i'll never hurt myself .
i threw all penknifes away .
{ was mad, so type wrong . but have told py about it alrd }
its , i sms him, ask him can go find him anot .
then he say he'll come my class de . but , end up,
he have to rush home, so he went first .
the next second, mrs chong release us already .
then i called him, he say he walking to bus stop le .
he said he'll call me before he go out of town .
then i walk past the usual bus stop,
his brother ask me who i calling . then obviously i'll talk to him right?
you people can't possibly ask me to treat marco ask invincible okay .
GET THE FACTS RIGHT LAH !!

伍智恺 - 香港仔. [He Who Makes A Beast Of Himself Gets Rid Of The Pain Of Being A Man.] says:
shut the **** up and listen to me can anot

what the fuck is wrong with everyone? blaming every single fcuk thing on me . says:
say lah say lah

伍智恺 - 香港仔. [He Who Makes A Beast Of Himself Gets Rid Of The Pain Of Being A Man.] says: lsten clear okay..
you gotte face it la ahgirl..
i used to tell you that there might still be a chance.
but i really have no choice but to tell you this la.
you and him totally are not meant to be together.
understand
how you like him, he'll never like you in return
understand?
how you get upset over this,
it all isn't going to work
we all don't wanne say anything to you
cos we didn't want you to get hurt.
didn't want yer heart to break.
but now no choice i got to tell you all this what..
you wait tem years
he'll still be the same
you're only makin yerself suffer.
you keep lying to yerself time and times
sayin you don't like him and you go find him only as friend.
but in yer heart?
huh? ask yerself la

don't sound like you understand me so much .
when you didn't even get the facts right .
you don't know whats inside of me .
when i've told myself i'll let him go .
means i will . don't try making me forget him.
i will never okay .
and like what huiying said ,
its not totally impossible what .
tomorrow's not the end of the world .
why should i totally forget about him ?
and i don't believe that we're not meant for okay .
and don't say things like, you're more experienced than me .
in such things . please lah, stop it okay .
no one can tolerate . i WILL personaaly ask him when he comes back .
don't need you to come lecture me .
and lastly , I KNOW what I am DOING !

i don't know if marco's the one who ask you to say this .
or did he say things that make you say things like this to me .
but i felt so free-ed yesterday .
that i no longer have to think so much .
but now, you're making me think again .
before he go, he asked me not to think too much .
i didn't already . i felt like i was free-ed from a locked room.
now, i feel like , i'm locked up again ,
all because of you ! ...

are you guys pushing me to the rate of .
treating him as stranger .
and never contact him , never?