back from the specialist appointment .
another one week mc from school .
and my stitches are blue colour stitches
and ten days later , need to go back there
& take out the stitch , then there wouldnt be scars :D
Dr Low wrote letter that i need to be in the first floor
for lessons . but i hope its only me . alone ..
if the whole class is needed to move down .
then they might say things .. sigh =/
and whats more, im not like, so important .
that they have to move because of me .
oh well , so not looking forward to school
but then again i miss school . hais .
parents are making me feel like im a burden to them
:'( disown me then ! ... you all made money
sounded like your everything . then what am i?
then you shouldn't have made me go for the op
in the first place . isn't it ?
another one week at home is hell ..
Dr Low cheered me up though . all thanks to him .
mummy must be hating me now ..
today's appointment alrd cost over $300 ..
and dad just lectured me, beat about the bush .
he's talking about money after all ..
and wants me to earn it back and return them in future .
god damn, it hurts .. mentally , and physically ..
im off to finish up my chinese compo now ..
toodles ♥
