i know its fucking foolish of me
to get everything around me, affected cause of marco
but what i heard, is what came across my mind
but i never expected it to really happened .
should i thank her for rejecting him ?
did i cross her mind when he asked her for stead?
did I cross HIS mind when he fucking asked that .
why wouldn't he just say he hate me already .
why don't he just tell me, i was friggin' irritating
and annoyed by me when we were together
whats the reason that caused him to use his parents as an excuse?
and why force out that crocodile tears infront of me
on the 31January2008 , in the afternoon
don't be such an idiot you, bastard !
i don't know how to react when i was informed about this.
i didn't know how to answer whenever you speak to me
though i really hate you to core .
i know im in no position to say anything about these .
i know im just an ordinary friend of yours .
but i've made up my mind, that we're not gonna be even
hi-bye friends . But again, how?
i dao-ed you, you message me . how can i ignore?
its far, way too obvious. and i still gotta face you for the rest
of my school years of 3years . what am i suppose to do
i know i hate you, but who knows how it feels?
yes, people around me scold me to make me wake up
im awake ! i just don't know what to do, how to react
and things like that . i thought i was hard-hearted
what has it become of me? had my souls gone or what?
fucked up man, i'll avoid you as much as possible .
i'll break that bottles of straw hearts infront of
my Perfect Boyfriend . that will be the end of our friendship
sever all kind of lanjiao ties with you . we're friends no more ,
& god whatever, no more ,
& good friends no more .
purely, plainly strangers .
why the fuck am i talking so much about you, bastard .
i just hope day after day of dao-ing you .
will drift apart our friendship .
i will never need a liar like you to be a part of my life dude .
you suck big time marco chuan jin wee .

曾仁伟我恨死你了!