what th fuckin' hell is wrong with my bloody maid man.
i bet she didn't had her teeth brushed up in the morning.
woke up early, since its the fourth month:D
cooked some fried rice with chicken wings. wahaha.
reached home at 10.45pm :/
these days, been to genting, then my knee's been aching.
idk why, but just hope its not because of th things
i've drank or eaten :/
second aunt's got diabetes, and grandmother's got 2 operation to go
so, i sort of, can't go out often. yeah.
to and fro to grandmother's house. hoping she's alright.
but that fuckin eldest uncle's wife doesn't takes care of grandmother.
she's got a few months old baby with her yet she's bothered
to only go look for her, god mother or fake mother, idk, i dont care.
but, how shameful, don't she feel guilty at all?
grandmother had to cook her OWN dinner all by HERSELF.
just the day after her operation. isn't that ridiculous!?
dad went confronted eldest uncle the day before yesterday.
and told him, won't you feel embarrase if qiulin, ME!
would have to lecture an adult to even take care of his OWN mother?!
how unfilial he is to his own mother. and doesn't know
that his own wife had to take care, okay maybe not take care
since she's busy with his few months old baby. but why not,
at least even cook a meal for her own mother-in-law?
omfg, is that even such a difficult task?
these few days, hasn't been really a great day or somethin' .
cause i've been either cursing, or scolding. i guess i've turned bad D:
how about... being alone when school re-opens? >:/
have been considering it, then again, its been wonderful with my girlfriends.
moreover, being alone is so fucking lonely -.-
even though its more easier to concentrade on my studies:D
which should i neglect? girlfriends, or studies ..
ahaha, or maybe, i should neglect both. lol
i shall see ...

ps, dearest hubby, i've posted:D