woke up late and cabbed to school.
even though i saved only almost 50. sigh ..
school was bored. lucas and agnes wasn't around.
and the crazy jeremy. so its kinda quiet in class.
nothing interesting, i just finished my 'N' level book.
& my 2 chinese newspaper article.

literature was bored too.
ss, chat with mr devan about horror movie.
yeah, nothing much. after school,
shared umbrella with nat :D
then bussed home..

damn you, you DID NOT told me you were short of cash.
& you still didn't contact me and let me know you were looking for job.
FINE, because i said, we won't we tgt anymore.
so i'm like whatever to you huh?
so i'm still invisible for you to ask for help?
unless you treat me as fucktard, you would have asked me for help,
or even fucking let me know! you idiot!
you've made me utterly disappointed in YOU!
save yourself, lead your own life now then.
i WON'T bother! its none of my business huh?
so be it. you clearly know your 'N' level's here
YOUR mother doesn't allow you to work
whatsmore, at this critical period of your 'N'
i don't know if you're fucking telling me the truth or not.
I TRUST YOU. if you choose to be a hypocrite, or liar.
let it be. lie and you'll suffer the concequences by the end of this r/s
it WILL end anyway. nothing lasts forever. not even your life.
_|_ this may not sound like its serious or whatever shit!
by PUT YOURSELF IN MY SHOE !
damnit.



i don't know how to tell you,
i fucking miss you.
damn you, i miss you :'(
i don't know if i'll love/miss you now.
and next i don't.
but, i just simply miss you these few days