just wondered..
is it predestined for me to start off,
or have to spend my 2009 badly?
people do say, started badly, doesnt mean it wud end badly.
but well, who dares to hold on such hopes?
what if it clings on me til the end of 2009?
and then again, why are guys always treated so damn nicely,
for those supersticious families?
damn this is driving me nuts :(
i thought i cud spend my cny real happy.
but things just aint gg the right way.
its all so bad .. life's being mean to me :'(
first, i flunk my eoy last year.
then i retained when i got my results.
then again, i thought i cud start my 09 goooodddly .
somehow someone spoilt it eh?
then its fine.. school.. wasnt that good either..
and just almost everything!
everything.. is gg wrong.. just so wrong :(
i hate spending occasions crying. shit this is SHIT!
last christmas i did, then new year, and now, cny.
wuts next? eh? valentines and birthday huh ..
upcoming, wuts more so close tgt ..
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!
if this is so predestined.
i guess all i need is just a shoulder on every occasion ..
this is reallllllly driving me nuts!