well, i'll post about today, tomorrow.
cause im effin tired, and prob depressed.
or a better word for depressed, heart brokened .
you probably forgot me, like real?
do you hate me so much, or do you have another reason for doing that?
whats your motive? yer i always ask you if you have a motive,
but why? cause your action makes me suspect so.
you know, at about 9.20pm-9.30pm in bus.
i was telling myself while listening to a song.
i told myself, wo hui hao hao guo, deng ni zai ai wo..
for 9 months. ever since you left me, im counting..
9 months .. like anything or anyone, there'll always be a sstop,
or a break. for one to do soul searching, to realise or know where one is at,
doing, or whether he/she can continue, shld continue to move on .
whether its right or not to move on. i'll wait for you,
no expectations, decision's all up to you.
im just doing what i want, to get you, to wait for you patiently.
and that i'll lead my life happy while waiting for you..
its always possible for miracle to happen ..
that was what i thought at the time.
but when you called me. you changed the way you speak to me.
well at least i know, to me , you changed it to make me not regconise you
hah, i never and will expect someone i love,
to change something, or pretend he doesnt regconise me.
damn, really unexpected. but well, if thats what you really want,
i'll consider treating you as dead . yes, probably dead frmo a car accident.
you spoilt my night at such a nice place with such nice friends.
i hate you for letting me hate you and love you at the same time,
JERK!

thanks agnes and mac :)
and thanks for the piggy.
i love it. hah! and cause its the first present from friend,
this year :)