aight, no matter if you will see this, or not.
i don't know whats making my mind run wild,
you or other stuffs. but my mind's really %$&#$%^
TWO of this things that somehow happened,
at the same time -.-" my heart sank.
erh, serious. my mind's blank, but still, something's complicated.
am i missing you, thats why? urgh!
or am i suppose to just try not to think of you?
am i suppose to stay put and continue falling for you,
or stop and reverse.
okay, as i was saying,
no matter what, when your birthday comes,
i don't have to really spend it with you, i'm okay with it if you have other dates.
but i need at least a probably 10minutes of your time :)
if really cannot, advanced or belated birthday of yours can do ..
haha. i really don't know why im saying this.
my heart mind head, is vacuum. so. my mood is like
idk too? nothing can explain my mood -.-"
but its making me go .
URHHHHHHHGGGG AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!



enough of my craziness for today.
back to maple to rant and vent.