to finish twilight. and omgosh .
i like edward saying, i'll do anything to keep you safe.
any western vampire like him? IWANTYOU :x
i know lah, im like sooooooo slow behind people,
cause its like months alrdy haha!
now im still awaiting to watch pink panther,
and yea hopefully able to use the ticket we got,
for free entrance one. just found it :x lmao
my mind's complicated, over alot of stuffs..
"When i first met you, things went smooth.
You said you liked me, treated me,
like a lil sister you dote on.
Met you again, you said you really love me.
& when you held my hand,
i get nothing, but blanks in mind.
Now everything seems so fast,
can it move slower? I can't catch up.
I don't understand."
"Then you hugged my arms,
my mind went wild, how am i suppose to react.
You sang me songs dedicating 'em to me.
You hate me to stay apart from you even for a min.
I still can't trust you despite whatever things you do,
to show how you may like/love me.
I'm selfish, sorry. But i have to give a thought for myself.
I don't want any history to repeat.
He picked me up from where i fell, he was the one who use to,
be there for me when i got dumped.
Then he promised to be the best, but still,
he threw me back to where i fell, exact same spot,
but i'm stronger. Now you were my counsellor,
and you seems to be alike him. Yea some say your trust worthy.
But im sorry. I need time alone, can i, please?
I can't see whats happening now,
I'm living my life as it is, but no idea what status i'm in.
People do change, over time. He did, too.
& Ya, i need to take a risk to know.
But i promised myself, i would just study..
I hate breaking promises, would you see this? ..
sorry, i'll go crazy if i don't get this out somewhere.. "
