urgh, is it a need,
if i keep mum when im worried,
if i keep mum if i miss someone,
if i keep mum if i care?
take my dad for an eg.
he injure himself. i really wanna ask how hes feeling.
but its all stuck on my throat.
couldnt say a thing even though i really want to.
makes me feel so suffocted.
then mummy scold me for not bothering .
why the hell am i so hard hearted?!
why can't i show and tell what the hell im thinking
THIS IS DRIVING ME CRAZY!





what if i really don't know if i love you.
but i just like to stay with you,
talk to you, go out with you.
just like how im used to it, to be with you.
ahhh! dont know :(
but somehow, i can't seem to be able to talk to you
like we used to ..