and yeah, there's this girl named melissa,
who went pushing the lower secs after grabbing on hold them,
for the wrestling game and stuffs like that.
i couldnt stand that scene. and she's such an annoying girl.
she talks to me everytime she sees me, and smiles at me.
like what shit? everyone hates you lol. you and your friends all know that.
stop talking to me cause i don't freakin know you.
your just an outsider. i know your friend, i didn't said i know you.
so you aint my frieend. nor a stranger, just a passer by in school,
that i don't know. -.- .. well this is random, nothin much ..




hah, cousin? you call me your cousin?
when your like a loan shark.
getting back your GAME money every now and then.
probably you might see this and fume.
and even, say i'm a brat. spoiled brat kid or somethin huh?
that game stuffs was 2 year ago.
your still after it. its 200 over SGD .
are you kidding me?
yes i told mummy. so what? my mum was mad at you (:
yes, its just a game. not like you used cash for that stuffs?
and ya i know that stuffs are really one of the most expensive stuffs.
but i'm sorry, its just a game. i'm at fault, but there's no way i will return it.
you said i'm avoiding it. yes i am.
cause out of 20, 20 person told me NOT to return you.
your 17 right? you aint that poor huh?
whereas, look at me. i ain't rich .
your my cousin, but not a close one. stop being stingy .
i didn't mention names aight. don't go complaining either.
and yeah, 200 dollars, imagine how much my parents should be right damn near the fire,
frying that god damn stuffs, for the god damn money, and for you?
no way. no shit way. i lost your stuffs i know. its game stuffs.
the more you ask, the more i hate you.
the more i'll tell myself. i dont have a cousin like you.
then as time goes by, i won't go to ahma's house to look at you during CNY anymore.
stop being so .. urgh. your annoying and irritating me.
just leave my life alone won't you. i fuckin' hate being chased after of money.
and not MONEY that i owe . its game stuffs that i owe.
Zzz ..

whatever it is already.
whatever you think.
i'm still gonna try and pretend nothing's happening.
i just need some space, some places to go.
just some fresh air.
i'm suffocating real bad. (:















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