long day. im super super sleepy in class.
that i accidentally fell asleep not even intending to do so.
then i slept for almost an hour i think.
last 15minutes rushed through all the work given.
and managed to finish it (:
alot of happenings in class.
bryan, you will be fine! :D
after school, compass. i love eggy! cooked me fried rice. awwwww.
i love eggs man! :D hahaha!
then accompanied her market-shop LOL!
vegetable and etcetc . done then went buy my stuffs and foood.
then i bussed to idk where. lol. met chatterboxs'
clara yuting kitty and i recognise gorden lol!
with i think felicia? yah. and another guy.
yuting and i walked to clara's home first. while they eat at coffee shop.
then wait for them to finish at her house. and went study room.
until 7plus also haven do. cause really don't know how to do :(
before 6 i think.. yuting left already. so sat there stone until 7.30 bah.
haha, finally the girls let me go home (:
walked home without feeling tired wow? prob cause i REALLY am down ==
idk. hah. idk. but anyway, cheerup everyone.
^^
idk what to say, idk who im really missing.
idkidkidk. i really don't know. but something,
just something is bothering me. its regarding something painful.
i know. its not jealousy i swear. its nothing to do with that.
but i just feel bad, feel, awful, uneasy, uncomfy.
am i missing you or what? i miss you hugging me,
like you won't see me tomorrow.
i miss you when you hugged me before i leave.
i miss you when you open your arms and give me a hug.
i miss you when you would give me a peck on my forehead,
just randomly, when you miss me even though you are right bside me.
i miss your smile when we met up at the start of the day.
i miss you whispering you love me in my ears.
i miss you when we would quarrel and scream everything from our heart,
and then cry with a very long silence on phone.
ah fuck. seriously. its annoying me. irritating!
i'm so so so sorry shell. i couldn't listen to you.
cause i can't solve your r/s stuffs.
cause my mind is in a complete blank.
cause i can't even help myself.
cause i guess, i'm dehydrated mentally. no more energy anymore.
not particularly in anyone. this is general. not for any guy anyway.
i'm simply tired of quarrelling under the same roof.
with own related. over this recession happening recently.
its totally driving me mad.
i wonder if i will just die right because of it.
