Haha, just got up at, 3.30pm i think.
slept at about 5. webcam-ed with drew,
then fall asleep. shit -.- .
then woke up after 10minutes then tuck myself in bed.
mummy got in early in the morning screaming and shouting.
made me dread waking up so soon.
now i miss genting. tons of precious memories.
every once i buy special stuffs for you every trip back from there.
haha, then a biggy warm hug. been thinking of you the whole night.
thanks to drew. i wanna go over indianapolis :D
even though i got no idea what it is.
thanks fir and wawa for reminding me to bring thermometer and log tmrw (:
now i'm hungry already. heh.
even though i miss you, i cry when i think of everything.
the small little things that pile up in my heart..
just like a jigsaw puzzle. you gave me a start, but you finished it off.
thanks though. haha. i do miss you but i doubt i still love you.
so, drew, your wrong about me still loving him. :D
something i realise last night after deep thoughts.
bottle, you got cheated by your ex-girlfriend before me.
she cheated on your money. and everything.
you knew that she was after your money but you still gave her
'pocket money' every once she wants it from you.
i'll suppose that is true..
then maybe you were unhappy, you can't let it just be.
so you got me as your punching bag for abit.
even though i do love you but i treated you abusively.
i'm sorry.
vin, yeah maybe the one your ex-girlfriend got into
an accident made you not want to love truly anymore or something.
i don't know. cause i don't know you well.
its dramatic, but its over just after one wink.
you did let others know you wanted me.
but maybe you felt wrong. gahhh,
if one had the intention to play,
they wont sacrifice so much, or, give in too much.
yeah, thats what i've summarized after last night's deep thought..
cause i don't know why i'm still hugging your jacket,
to sleep every single night. drew said i was lying to myself, maybe?
your ring, i didn't keep it with me all the time anymore.
but i guess you sure might flash across my mind somehow.
sometimes. (:
